In all of my hot-headed haste, I almost forgot about these past two AMAZING days.
I got together with all of my old middle school friends for our annual Christmas get-together. But honestly, I wasn't really feelin' it before I got there. I felt mopey and the annoying depressed-exhaustion coming on, but I fought it and said to myself, "self, this time is going to be different. I can't explain it but it's going to be different." and so I convinced myself to take a deep breath and try to really feel happy. And you know what? I really truly did.
When I got there, the first four of us just sat around and talked. I suddenly felt this wave of relief come over me. I was genuinely enjoying myself. Even after the last two trickled in, it was still chill. We just caught up, had a bunch of hearty laughs, and, of course, played truth or dare.
I guess the reason why I felt like this time was different was because I've never been the loud, boisterous type (as all of them are). As we've gone through the majority of high school, we've all found ourselves. We've become more comfortable with ourselves, our lives, and others. The entire time I felt this undying, joyful peace between all of us. And you know what? It was an amazing feeling.
So I'd just like to take this moment to thank them for such a wonderful time. We really need to hang out more, instead of this once-a-year nonsense.
Hugs and kisses
<3 suz
Friday, December 30, 2011
Here Goes Nothing
Ok. So I was definitely not going to blog anything today because I was too tired but this bitch has pushed me over the edge with her nonsense.
So there's this girl (who shall remain nameless) who I don't like/get annoyed with for no apparent reason. Call it what you may, jealousy maybe, or just bitchiness, but I really don't like her. She gets whatever she wants, expects people to pity her at all times and at all costs. For example, over the summer she's supposed to get her license, but since she's a spoiled princess, mommy and daddy got her a car about two weeks BEFORE the license. Now, I ask you, in what parallel universe does that make sense? Not in the one I live in, that's for sure. Anywho, she gets her license and goes cruising around in her car like the princess she is. But one day, she's on her way to summer tutoring, when all of a sudden, she crashes into a mailbox and flips her car! Ok. She's in a subdivision area, so why would you be going more than like 40 at the most? And I'm pretty sure at 40mph you can't flip a car. So what made her run head-on into a mailbox in the first place? She claims she was distracted. Again, who the hell gets that distracted as to run head-on into a freaking mailbox? Personally, I think she was texting or on her phone in some way, but what she actually was doing, we will never know.
To make matters worse, she tells this tragic tale to anyone who would or would not listen. She exaggerated about how her jean jacket was lucky because she had to crawl out of her window on broken glass (I was expecting a dramatic I barely made it out alive! Right here). Anyway, she then whines about how her best friend doesn't care enough to visit her. Oh, I'm sorry honey, I didn't know the world revolved around you.
Honestly, I don't know if I mistake her complete oblivion to the fact that everyone is not rich af for plain stupidity. Don't get me wrong, I think she's sweet as pie, but some of the things this girl does makes me question what's in her noggin.
Peace. Love. Rant.
<3 suz
So there's this girl (who shall remain nameless) who I don't like/get annoyed with for no apparent reason. Call it what you may, jealousy maybe, or just bitchiness, but I really don't like her. She gets whatever she wants, expects people to pity her at all times and at all costs. For example, over the summer she's supposed to get her license, but since she's a spoiled princess, mommy and daddy got her a car about two weeks BEFORE the license. Now, I ask you, in what parallel universe does that make sense? Not in the one I live in, that's for sure. Anywho, she gets her license and goes cruising around in her car like the princess she is. But one day, she's on her way to summer tutoring, when all of a sudden, she crashes into a mailbox and flips her car! Ok. She's in a subdivision area, so why would you be going more than like 40 at the most? And I'm pretty sure at 40mph you can't flip a car. So what made her run head-on into a mailbox in the first place? She claims she was distracted. Again, who the hell gets that distracted as to run head-on into a freaking mailbox? Personally, I think she was texting or on her phone in some way, but what she actually was doing, we will never know.
To make matters worse, she tells this tragic tale to anyone who would or would not listen. She exaggerated about how her jean jacket was lucky because she had to crawl out of her window on broken glass (I was expecting a dramatic I barely made it out alive! Right here). Anyway, she then whines about how her best friend doesn't care enough to visit her. Oh, I'm sorry honey, I didn't know the world revolved around you.
Honestly, I don't know if I mistake her complete oblivion to the fact that everyone is not rich af for plain stupidity. Don't get me wrong, I think she's sweet as pie, but some of the things this girl does makes me question what's in her noggin.
Peace. Love. Rant.
<3 suz
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